what we need to do now

Shall we not

carry comfort in our handbags
walk in time with our breath
observe falling leaves
catch the rhythm of tides
sleep in moonlit/moonless nights
pray for dreams

Shall we not

carry on as we are able
walk this side of despair
observe our place in the Great Order
catch our breath at Beauty
sleep to renew ourselves
pray for forgiveness

Shall we not

carry the old, the young, the sick
walk in another’s path to understand him
observe rituals for the turning of the year
catch only what we need
sleep when our work is complete
pray for peace
Shall we not continue

Shall we

11/20/04

Jeanne Rana
double rainbow

I saw a double rainbow out the front door today, over against the Oakland hills. Admittedly the larger rainbow was faint, but I swear it was there. It’s one thing to see a double rainbow on Maui, quite another here in Oakland, where we have been longing for, praying for rain.

And the rain has come, finally. I could feel the ground sigh and open, almost like accepting the caresses of a lover.

The storm this morning was like a lovemaking
wind off the bay twisting the maple leaves
ruffling the grasses and the surface of the water
then a burst of hard rain against the windows and on the roof, quite loud

then a softening, a lull
then it all began again.

In the lull hundreds, really! hundreds of birds, gulls, cormorants, some black ducks, and pelicans flew close to the water, all heading east, flying as if they were running from something. They were riding the wind from the west.

Then there were no birds on the water. Gone.

Next time I looked, the pelicans were returning west in a feeding frenzy
some fish school circling right close to the edge and then moving out over the channel
the pelicans dive bombing, splashing, rising, diving again
the water seemed to boil

and then more rain, so hard I could no longer see out the window
then ten minutes later, calm.

and then half an hour later, the double rainbow.
It was all a kind of love making.

Jeanne Rana

November 29, 2018

Jeanne Rana
prayer

a dried rose in my diary
the day opens like a morning glory

patience of redwoods
constancy of tides

gardenias
strawberries

promise in a bulb

an open door
a field

sun-bleached bones

each morning’s potential
each evening’s rest

the Beloved loves you
the signs are
close as
attention
breath

November, 2004
Jeanne Rana

Jeanne Rana
healing

for two days I’ve felt wings
enclosing me from behind

white feathers smelling like
wind-dried sheets
a large entity which could harm
yet holds enfolds

more than safety
more like “thou art with me”
a sensual sexy
beyond embrace
place

when the Beloved
shows up
will you lean back
into those wings?

Jeanne Rana

Jeanne Rana
the way

take the path called
least resistance

dare to stay
where
you are

breathe into now

let the senses
play
the mind
sleep

be the yellow leaf
on the pond

be the pond

be the breath
moving the yellow leaf

December, 2006
Jeanne Rana

Jeanne Rana
my little light

my little light

pushes against

darkness

my breath

breathes the bay

the sky and

helps hawk fly

my eyes

color the rose

my mouth invents

the taste of

strawberries, honey

my little light

pushes back

darkness

and when the day ebbed

she put away her tools

to sit in the sundown

breathe the twilight

love the birds to rest

Mother’s Day
May 2007

Jeanne Rana

Jeanne Rana
imagine a woman

imagine a woman
who creates her own gods
in her own image

imagine a woman
who loves her body just as it is
who knows no shame about her thighs or breasts
but finds pleasure in them
this woman will give pleasure and love to others
because she loves and takes pleasure in herself
imagine a woman so in love and in time with the natural world

that she sees the cycles of the year as the cycle of her menses
as the cycle of her life.
she accepts her moods, as she accepts the weather
sunny stormy hot chilly
she is present to herself

imagine a woman who loves her mind
loves playing with thoughts and words
she is free to share her thoughts and words
with self-respect and dignity

imagine a woman who has learned how to give to others
without losing herself
who knows sweet boundaries that protect her and others
and honors them
insists that others honor them too

imagine a woman who is not afraid to walk out at night
because the place where she lives is safe for everyone
imagine yourself as such a woman
in such a world

Jeanne Rana
April 16, 2018

Madrone goddess ritual at Leslie’s
photo of the San Leandro Bart goddess should go with this poem

Jeanne Rana
My real name is

my day name is gull
this is my town
I shriek:
more bread for my supper

my night name is crow
I live in the hole in the roof
my babies inhabit your dreams
I guard you all night

I am not from here
I am none of these

my shadow name is mockingbird
I am your childhood
I meet you by the stream
promise not to forget me

my secret name is sanveria
I am the song of longing
my love grows slowly and slowly
it hurts more each day

I am not from here
I am none of these

Jeanne Rana

June 21, 2012

Katwijk, qawwali workshop

Jeanne Rana
if god

if god by any name

lives in my heart today

I give thanks to all

gods named and unnamed

if god by any name

leaves my heart today

I give thanks and hold

the space open

if god by any name

fills my presence with absence

my absence with presence

I praise

what is left of me praises

December, 2008
Jeanne Rana

Jeanne Rana